I erased him. Took him off my fb. It’s childish, I know, but I felt hurt. He called me by a different name- something unpresidented. I didn’t expect that. It killed me. I want him, seriously do “0(. But he wants her. Why else would he have called me by her name? No other reason, but that one. I can’t just- not want him. I feel him, I think him. I’m obssesed.